25/6/2015

HELLO!!!

Heh! College's mid-term exam starts in another 8 hours time, i don't know whether am I well prepared or not.
Because I was like...under this relaxing mood to update this stupid inactive blog where I haven't finish studying my law subject yet. :|
So I shall conclude it to be a "no" then :D!

I've been heading to the gym almost everyday recently, just because i realized I've stopped for like..more than half a year, or maybe 1 year. And i'm fatter than before.

All my life now is eat, eat, and eat. how wonderful it is.
And the next picture proves it:

Uncle Tetsu Cheese cake,

This is the most soft...

and the most tender cheese cake I've ever tried in my whole life time!

The BEST!!!! :D

And i mean it :D!!

So, there is one day where i noticed one of the stuffs in my college used to be at the Gym room almost everyday, no doubt, he comes everyday around 5pm LOL
(clarify: i don't stalk him, it's just because that the time i came is the time he will be around.)

this is what I saw, 

he carries 200kg weight!!!

( I don't admire that)

I just realized that TARUC has a lot of athlete hiding behind, it's just that I didn't get the chance to meet them...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

Hi my FAT kawan :D!

I look slim when i stand beside him LOL

Life

When I blog, There is always something that I wanted to shout out.

People misunderstood me too fast,

maybe the way I react makes people misunderstood,

but it's somehow not true.

Ok, this is my shout out...

-Ends-

Im not those typical blogger where I got to update so frequently,

I don't know hwy, but when something comes into my mind,i will just type it here.

When I want to look back, I can just visit here.

I don't know how will my future is going to be,

but all i know now is, study hard, work hard, and don't forget to play hard.

When age grows older, I started to think of my own personality.

who am I?

Is it he girl that always laugh like an idiot where she don't even care about how people think about herself?

Or...

Is it the girl that will always be stronger as before where no one can fight over her?

Or...

Is it the girl that always think positively no matter how hard the obstacles is she going to face.

Oh...Dear Goh Sher Lin,

Where are you?

Please, go back to your own self,

You said that you are stronger than anyone,

you told yourself that won't fall down even though you are facing all those heart broken situation.

You even told yourself that you got to be happy than the others.

Did you did it?

Yes I did, I did it every single time,

And I succeed,

I'm always trying my best to be the most happy person in the world.

Because I met the one that gives me hope and peacefulness no matter where am I.

That person doesn't care about my look, nor my voice, nor my size, nor my height, nor my thoughts.

That person will always teach me and guide me the right way on how to go through my own life.

That person taught me how to be happy, taught me how to stay strong.

Because That person had told me what is the purpose of me living in this world.

-And it is because of love- 

And I found out that,

I am the girl who will be getting stronger when everyone started to look down on me.

And I am the girl who will always think positively.

And...I am the girl, who will be the most happy person in the world.

Because I found hope, I found love :D

Pictures below are my life throughout the whole half year.

Malacca trip with friends

Langkawi trip with classmates

Malacca trip

2nd haircut for this year

First haircut for this year

We went Malacca to have "gong woh tong" 

Degree life

Primary friends

Ipoh "zhap gor beng"

Degree classmates

Hello selfie queen!

Our first presentation in degree

Childhood friend for life!

The most important person in my life...

Thanks for your every single bit of love that you gave me every second!

Something pops out suddenly

Finals is just one more day left and I'm going to step into my first Degree year's final paper. 

I'm fully prepared, but still, i need to scan through 1 last time in case I left out something.

Over confidence sometimes could make you missed out something important.

I always had the feeling of this, whenever i'm well prepared, Surely I'll missed out something important, and when I scan through the paper, My feeling was like "Shit, I missed out revising this topic."

(To be honest, This only happened once. Haha.)

I had a lot of dreams coming into my mind. Sometimes they said, Dreams are real if you do it, you take action on it. You strive for it. Yes, I really wanted to try.

However, trying is one thing. the way we think is also an important factor too. I found out the reason why I can't achieve my dream, because I've been too sensitive on the dreams I wanted to achieve.

The negative thoughts inside me is always locking me and blocking me from doing the things I wanted to do.

I don't like to share my feelings to the people beside me. That is why I don't have best friends, I don't have that particular someone who allows me to share out my deepest feelings.

Because I always had a mindset that, everyone in this world is not worth trusting.

(Since this blog is shared to everyone, let me say "SORRY" if I hurt you with this sentence)

I guess I should try to believe once. I should try. Someone told me before, when you share out your feelings, they might help you out if they could. 

Yes, I should share out my thoughts, my feeling, but who? 

I choose not to share it out tho, but, sometimes, I shared it out indirectly.

Which means, that particular sentence is meant to be a sad story of mine but i make it as if its a happy ending.

I always put "HAHA" at the back of every sentence I wrote, so that no one will see my weaker point.

I don't want others to worried about me because I am not worth worrying about.

I believe, I am strong enough to cope with all these sadness, because God is quietly helping me to overcome it.

How long can my depression last? I guess, it's quite soon.