Dreaming of Evils?

There was once I went to this secret place, I don't know I'm going to be very excited or scared.

That was the first time visiting that place and I don't know why did I choose that place for my first visit in 2015.

So,there it goes, Companions beside me are some random person that I know.

We went to a house which is located in a... very very very rural area, I shall say.

Before that we need to pass a very long bridge, which have a lot of obstacles we need to pass through. but, the design of the bridge was coated with rainbow colours (my goodness).

When we reached that place, they were naked but it doesn't seem weird because they do not have any private part to show. However, we are able to see through their internal body's nerve, their body shows out the blood stream inside their body. (My guessing was, is it because of the long time nakedness so it causes the sun to shine on their body for a long time.)

Since we are going to stay there for 1 week, so they had prepare bed for us and brief with us about their house rules. When they said that every person must have their bottom lips to be cut ( actually is only a little bit at the bottom-mid of the outer skin of the lips, Picture below)

(this is not my lips, just to show how they wanted to cut)

They said that this lips will be cooked and be eaten. And it is considered as the most expensive dish inn the whole wide world.

It was so disgusting when we heard about that, of course all of us will not be doing this kind of stuffs. So the owner ended up do the spin, who got it,they got to cut it no matter what.

The First lucky 1 who got it is someone from my course group, Starts with "N", he was shouting and screaming, I don't dare to see the cutting process because I was OBJECTING ALL THE WAY that I don't want to do this.

"N"'s bottom lip ended up to be black colour (EWWW).

So I went out and intend to call for some other food instead of eating home cooked food. But it turns out to appear some disgusting animals around the housing area. they were so fierce that it makes me think of dinosaurs. And I ended up saying to myself, "Ok, eating lips today"

When dawn reaches, I saw the owner's body started to change, it turns into a normal human body color but the shape of the internal body still appears on the skin. (like nerves, the shape of the kidneys, lungs and so). However, it seems to be very healthy inside them.

I still can't forget the painfulness of the cutting process, I asked someone is there anyway to prevent it? They said "yes, but 1 million you need to pay". "WHAT?! ok never mind, I will find way to run away". But there are those animals like dinosaurs will be outside the house wondering. 

So...The only way now I can run away is to...

WAKE UP FROM MY DREAM.

And I woke up and I slept back again,

the same dream appears and all i do is to hope that I will never be the next. 

And it ended up not even my turn. ^^

It's really a nightmare.

It makes me realizes that going down to hell it's not a good choice.

It will be worse than this dream I dreamed, and it will be cruel than it is.

I guess it's time to scan myself on who am I now.

picture says it all!

hello!!! Has not been updating this blog...I knew I will not get used to is on blogging!

I'll just summarize what I did during my holiday.

I've been busying going out with friends and church members,

I'm not busy actually, just so called "busy" 

By the way, I fully utilize my time during my holiday,

I have exams too during holiday, KOREAN CLASS EXAM!!

I don't know which photo will be on which day so I don't really arrange accordingly! :D

All these picture shows it all ^^

And...Most of the time I'm outside the house, maybe 2 or 3 days which I'm only at home hahaha!

FULLY UTILIZED IT!!

DREAMED ACHIEVED 

This is the first day of my IPOH trip,

The blue luggage is mine and the black one is my friend's

Of course I don't carry 2 luggage for 3 days 2 night :X

I don't bring that much clothing even though i sweat a lot heehee

The first activities on the first day!

this is our group (excluding another 3 new light church member)

My first selfie for the first activities

hehehehe

Porridge mixes with chilli sauce

This is how they eat porridge,

and it tasted good! :D

Mixed fruit blended (LEFT) RM3.00

Green Bean ice blended (RIGHT) RM3.50

CHEAP RIGHT?!

and it's very nice! :D

UTAR GRAND HALL

Listening to history story,

Succeed on coming out from this Gua Tempurung 

TRACK 3

Inside the GUA

Before entering into the darkness zone

We actually sang a song when the person in-charge asked us to off our torchlight,

the memory stops there.

A stone which has a mother taking care of her children

Green toufu

(the inner part is green in colour)

Curry bread chicken

Kellies castle

Cendol

Gunung Lang

Ending prayer after volley ball

On top of Kellie's Castle

whut? :X

6/1/2015

Taken this picture yesterday night while I was walking around my housing area.

Continue with my yesterday story, since this picture appears here, Yesterday after dinner I tend to have a walk around the kampung area, It's quite scary even though is only a small village, it is still dangerous in this kind of areas, there is also snatch theft too. I try to avoid all those weirdos when they passed by me, not even a sight to them.

When i was walking on the small path, I saw someone riding bicycle, the face of that person looks like a Bangladeshi for me, wearing black shirt,dark skin and wearing a earphone around his neck. So I just ignored him and look towards the other side.

But then he suddenly called : "OI!!"

I looked back and see clearly who is that guy calling me, and it turns out to be brother =.=

Ok...I was like...OK...STAY CALM LOL!

Back to today...

I woke up quite late today, and I try my best not to touch any computers but I failed to. I studied for the whole day and I was like...THIS IS SO EASY LOL! but when it comes to exam, I don't know whether is it going to be that easy xD!

Brother told me that he caught a water snake or something ( tamil called is pooran snake) well..I searched it from google, and the shape of the snake is like this...

At first, we thought its just a worm but when the way it moves, it does not look like a worm, because worms don't raise their heads LOL.

Brother told me that he caught this in front of my room at 4am morning...Thanked God that brother haven't fall asleep yet. It not it is going to HUNT ME DOWN [GHOST FACE]

Been watching this show [爸爸去哪儿] 

Kimi is the small boy and Jimmy is the guy on the right

Jimmy is the most handsome guy I ever saw in my whole life LOL..!

Not even G-Dragon can win him

Kimi is cute, but I wonder how will he looks like when he grew older hehehe!

Just a sharing from me about all these stuffs, no matter what, they grew older next time~ ^^

Having dinner with mum today, dad went out for dinner with his friends~ so I guess I will just accompanied mum for dinner, I had a late lunch today and I'm still full. So, having a bowl of red bean from that restaurant will do. xD

I don't know what dream i dreamed today, I'm a forgetful person now :(...

I don't know whether I can memorized all those sections for my law paper.

Hope I won't forget when I'm nervous!

WISH MYSELF GOODLUCK! HEHE~

TOMORROW IS MY FIRST PAPER FOR SEMESTER 5!! YAY!

5/1/2015

Hello! Another late post from me! haha! Oh my god... 24 hours per day is not enough, I don't even have the time to update my blog. One of the reason is, I used up 8 hours on sleeping, 4 hours of studying, and 5 hours of youtubing LOL @@. This is mad! I hope that I will never have a laptop for my own, If not, I will be rotting at home for the whole day chasing all those youtube videos and not doing any job of mine. [CRY]

Early in the morning, Got a super good news from church member, I'm going to KAMPAR for 3 days 2 nights!! The purpose of us going there is to realize how our pastor lived during his childhood time. If I were to share with all of you about his story,I bet this post will be very long and boring. So, I keep it to myself or anyone that wished to hear it from me, find me. HEHEHEHE

This is one of the place we are going, Even though the place is not the actual place where our pastor lived, but there is some little bit similar to this [I guess so] 

I've been studying for half of the day, I hope that what I've studied does come out during exam, haha! I think this semester's exam is much more easier, because we had only 4 subjects and 3/4 of it were not for memorizing, so it's quite easy for me to settle all these. BUT!! I don't have the confidence on getting A xD! HAHAAHA

Throw back before christmas! Now I realized that a this type of smile is the most beautiful smile! I realized that God had created us so perfectly, but we don't tend to take care every single part of our body, but well, it's too late, maybe next time when you tend to have a child, remember to take care of him.her perfectly LOL!!!

Having dinner together with family is part of the blessings that God gave me, It is better than not having any meals with them at all. Because I don't get the chance now to have breakfast together, nor even lunch, there is sometimes, but not for the whole family, Its either me and my mum, or me and my dad. parents need to go to work in the morning and reaching home in the late afternoon.

I have a plan for myself now, I never get until this level in my whole entire life! I always said that I want to keep fit, but I kept on eating and not exercising at all, but now, for the sake of my huge plan, I wanted to keep fit and I don't have the appetite to eat either. hahaha!

Ok...I'll stop here. I think I should jot down my dreams and share it here. So that I can refer it back hahaha!

CIAOS

4/1/2015

Finally chased up for today's blog! hehe!
It's the first day of the year to attend Sunday's service in my church, It's been going well, but...something happens to me, myself when the words is going on. I suddenly thought that everything is so not true and I have the evil thought came to my mind. I do really hope that everything like this will get away soon, but it took me almost 15 minutes to solve this problem, and I missed out the 15 minutes words :(...
It's something like "you know providence history are all fakes! Why are you sitll following this type of history? all the people are edited to the video!"
Then my brain started to think, "Is this really true?"
After a few minutes, "NO! providence history are real history! is GOD's history, if you said everything were fake, what about the video from other country which they recorded to show it to the Lord?!" .
Even though providence history is small, but the core is not about the crowd, is about how the Messiah uses his love to love each and every individual in this earth.

After the service, It's lunch time! having lunch with sisters is the best way to solve my problems just now. I've found peace after sharing with them my opinion,and I hope that I could get extra opinion from them. Hope that every wishes I want will come true.

1) I hope that I could have the chance to go Canada to explore the environment over there. I wanted to go there is because I got free stay, so that it is convenient for me, no need to be so desperate on finding a hotel or worrying about not enough expenses to spent! LOL
2) I hope that I can be more stronger on my own faith, with a stronger faith, I can travel around to just that enjoying my life with the Lord.
3) Or course, I hope that I can be more courageous on facing the others.
4) more to go actually hahaha! This will be the last one. I hope that I can make all the people laugh, so that they can live happily. (I know is simple and innocent, it will work out if I truly believe it!)

Having lunch at Tappers!

CREAM BREAD.

It's simple actually,

it cost me RM1.70.

They do earn a lot LOL!

After having my lunch, it's time for my revision. Having my course exam (Accounting). I don't know why am I choosing this subject in the beginning, the result of rushing on choosing my subject. but there is not way to go back, so I continued.

Having dinner with mum,brother and me myself. Dad is sleeping in order to have more energy for the football match tonight LOL

After bath,

Asked mum to help me on the hair dryer. HAHA!

Another day passed! Hope that everyone will be in good health and be happy! :D

Best wishes from me! :)

3/1/2015

A smile can leads a lot of people to happiness.

Spread my smile to everyone of you out there! :D

Haha! I prefer writing date as my theme rather than the main topic, maybe someday, I will put the main topic on the headline! :D I blogged late again, well, been observing a lot of stuffs from youtube and also from other resources ( My goodness, am I crazy or something? LOL) I've been thinking a lot of things and i get feedback from people to see what type of person am I in their point of view. Some of them said that I like to make funny faces or some other ways to make people laugh (this is one of it).
I do really hope that I could make the whole world laugh when I did something crazy (but not too crazy like a crazy dog of course) I've been listening to God word since 2013, and after listening to few of the words, I really believe that a person could really influence someone if he or she uses God's words to explain it to him/her. Because God's word are facts and truth.

I feel like writing this down, I used to write a little in my blog because I don't know how to express it with words and I got nothing interesting things happening in my daily life. It's very boring, no place to move around, even though there is some places like KLCC or something, but I don't think that it is interesting to go alone.
HOWEVER! I'm a person that wants people to let me lead, I don't really like to follow people. (I know this would be a very greedy way to treat the others, I am controlling myself with this.) But now, I prefer to go out myself (alone), I really like having my own sweet time with the Lord, looking around all the wonderful creations God had created. ( Sorry if I kept on writing all these things, I just want to share the thoughts I am having now between me and the Lord.)

It's been a wonderful day to enjoy, or maybe not! haha! because I've been enjoying my apple cider mixes with honey for the half day, having sore throat which almost kills me, and now,I am having nose block, phlegm. SUFFERINGGGGG

The skies are wonderful today! :D

Before heading for my dinner with family. ^^

Throwback picture...

for last year.

HAHA! Just received it now ^^

The pictures below were the food and drinks from VICTORIA STATION!A lot of you get shocked about the bread thing! hehe! Because it is the one and only best picture which I took, Need skills to take all these picture with my ALCATEL phone, which I need to have a proper distance before I snap, I don't know why when the distance and the light is not right, the picture will automatically blurred. I JUST DON'T GET IT HAHA! :(

I tried to make the picture brighter and clearer with AVIARY apps. 

2 cups of orange juice,

1 cup of pineapple juice.

Lamb Chop.

one of the mini appetizer HEHE.

Brother with his sizzling chicken.

Chocolate ice blended.

My food!

Lamb + Beef + Chicken + Egg + Hot Dog + Luncheon Meat 

Having a great day! And I don't think I can slim down with these kind of food approaching me! :(

Getting better in the year 2015!

Hopefully that I could make it happen on all my wishes!

Best withes to me! HUEHUEHUE!

2/1/2015

Back to this blogging page! I forgot to update my blog yesterday, I've been day dreaming the whole midnight and I actually missed out the practice in church today :( . I should work it out rather than day dreaming for the whole midnight.

All I wanted is to do it right and do it good, I want to do it under God's will, but this problem comes into my mind, I don't really know how to communicate through my own spirit x.x (And i really Meant by communicating through my spirit.) I know is weird but there is sometimes, some of us are able to do that too,it's just that we don't know the way or to say that, we don't even know this type of things do exist in this world.

What was my talent and individuality? I was wondering until when only I can get to realized my talent and individuality. I think I got to get ideas from my friends.

I hope that the choice I've chosen does not make me regret. However, I still need to find out what actually my individuality and my talent is, and of course, I need to be strong on my faith. If it wasn't, I am sure that I will fall when I face the outside world.

Back to my daily life story.

Sorry for the low quality of this picture, this is actually some sort of worm/insects/ something LOL. Its shape is almost like the shape of a leech(the one which sucks people's blood and lives in places where they have freshwater areas.)
Me and my brother sprinkled some salt onto its body,that is why its body turns out like this xD!(how cruel were we~)
After the death of its body, brother thought that we should rare it in the container instead of sprinkling salt onto its body to let him die @@~ (you should take out that idea earlier hahaha!)

After a big discovery on this worm(there is no discovery actually =X ), I went straight to college to meet up with my friend, We intend to go for the sport complex's gym but there is an exam going on, so we decided to go to the clubhouse's. Normally people like us which do not workout so regularly don't go to clubhouse's gym, because the people over there were too muscular that we can't even fight with them. But there is no other choice, we can't just wasting time come to college and get nothing back home right?! (anyway,we do really get nothing back home huhu)
After the embarrassment for 45 minutes, we decided to escape, and ended up escaping to this place, (Bee Won, KL Festival City, Genting Klang.) The food here is very nice, especially the beef (Menu refer to number 40 if it doesn't change the code). And I love KIM CHI!

We decided to walk back from Festival City to Genting Klang, because having some minor exercise after a large meal is good for health! hahahaha! It's good to keep fit too! When I pass by the small road where i used to pass by after my schooling time, This place really makes me feel memorable~ (I'm not gonna write out the feeling of mine towards this thing because it's not understandable if you guys were not me xD!)

Captured by Canon D60

I have the mood to study in the very first time, but when it suddenly pops out something which is related to my future job, I started to surf the internet for anything which is related to drama, so I searched until midnight! I'm mad, mad about dramatic world. Well, I got to think about it again to see does it really suits the person like me.

I hope that I can really find something which God really wants me to do. 

把所有的荣耀，爱与感谢都献给主。

加油！