25/6/2015

HELLO!!!

Heh! College's mid-term exam starts in another 8 hours time, i don't know whether am I well prepared or not.
Because I was like...under this relaxing mood to update this stupid inactive blog where I haven't finish studying my law subject yet. :|
So I shall conclude it to be a "no" then :D!

I've been heading to the gym almost everyday recently, just because i realized I've stopped for like..more than half a year, or maybe 1 year. And i'm fatter than before.

All my life now is eat, eat, and eat. how wonderful it is.
And the next picture proves it:

Uncle Tetsu Cheese cake,

This is the most soft...

and the most tender cheese cake I've ever tried in my whole life time!

The BEST!!!! :D

And i mean it :D!!

So, there is one day where i noticed one of the stuffs in my college used to be at the Gym room almost everyday, no doubt, he comes everyday around 5pm LOL
(clarify: i don't stalk him, it's just because that the time i came is the time he will be around.)

this is what I saw, 

he carries 200kg weight!!!

( I don't admire that)

I just realized that TARUC has a lot of athlete hiding behind, it's just that I didn't get the chance to meet them...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

Hi my FAT kawan :D!

I look slim when i stand beside him LOL

Life

When I blog, There is always something that I wanted to shout out.

People misunderstood me too fast,

maybe the way I react makes people misunderstood,

but it's somehow not true.

Ok, this is my shout out...

-Ends-

Im not those typical blogger where I got to update so frequently,

I don't know hwy, but when something comes into my mind,i will just type it here.

When I want to look back, I can just visit here.

I don't know how will my future is going to be,

but all i know now is, study hard, work hard, and don't forget to play hard.

When age grows older, I started to think of my own personality.

who am I?

Is it he girl that always laugh like an idiot where she don't even care about how people think about herself?

Or...

Is it the girl that will always be stronger as before where no one can fight over her?

Or...

Is it the girl that always think positively no matter how hard the obstacles is she going to face.

Oh...Dear Goh Sher Lin,

Where are you?

Please, go back to your own self,

You said that you are stronger than anyone,

you told yourself that won't fall down even though you are facing all those heart broken situation.

You even told yourself that you got to be happy than the others.

Did you did it?

Yes I did, I did it every single time,

And I succeed,

I'm always trying my best to be the most happy person in the world.

Because I met the one that gives me hope and peacefulness no matter where am I.

That person doesn't care about my look, nor my voice, nor my size, nor my height, nor my thoughts.

That person will always teach me and guide me the right way on how to go through my own life.

That person taught me how to be happy, taught me how to stay strong.

Because That person had told me what is the purpose of me living in this world.

-And it is because of love- 

And I found out that,

I am the girl who will be getting stronger when everyone started to look down on me.

And I am the girl who will always think positively.

And...I am the girl, who will be the most happy person in the world.

Because I found hope, I found love :D

Pictures below are my life throughout the whole half year.

Malacca trip with friends

Langkawi trip with classmates

Malacca trip

2nd haircut for this year

First haircut for this year

We went Malacca to have "gong woh tong" 

Degree life

Primary friends

Ipoh "zhap gor beng"

Degree classmates

Hello selfie queen!

Our first presentation in degree

Childhood friend for life!

The most important person in my life...

Thanks for your every single bit of love that you gave me every second!

Something pops out suddenly

Finals is just one more day left and I'm going to step into my first Degree year's final paper. 

I'm fully prepared, but still, i need to scan through 1 last time in case I left out something.

Over confidence sometimes could make you missed out something important.

I always had the feeling of this, whenever i'm well prepared, Surely I'll missed out something important, and when I scan through the paper, My feeling was like "Shit, I missed out revising this topic."

(To be honest, This only happened once. Haha.)

I had a lot of dreams coming into my mind. Sometimes they said, Dreams are real if you do it, you take action on it. You strive for it. Yes, I really wanted to try.

However, trying is one thing. the way we think is also an important factor too. I found out the reason why I can't achieve my dream, because I've been too sensitive on the dreams I wanted to achieve.

The negative thoughts inside me is always locking me and blocking me from doing the things I wanted to do.

I don't like to share my feelings to the people beside me. That is why I don't have best friends, I don't have that particular someone who allows me to share out my deepest feelings.

Because I always had a mindset that, everyone in this world is not worth trusting.

(Since this blog is shared to everyone, let me say "SORRY" if I hurt you with this sentence)

I guess I should try to believe once. I should try. Someone told me before, when you share out your feelings, they might help you out if they could. 

Yes, I should share out my thoughts, my feeling, but who? 

I choose not to share it out tho, but, sometimes, I shared it out indirectly.

Which means, that particular sentence is meant to be a sad story of mine but i make it as if its a happy ending.

I always put "HAHA" at the back of every sentence I wrote, so that no one will see my weaker point.

I don't want others to worried about me because I am not worth worrying about.

I believe, I am strong enough to cope with all these sadness, because God is quietly helping me to overcome it.

How long can my depression last? I guess, it's quite soon.

Dreaming of Evils?

There was once I went to this secret place, I don't know I'm going to be very excited or scared.

That was the first time visiting that place and I don't know why did I choose that place for my first visit in 2015.

So,there it goes, Companions beside me are some random person that I know.

We went to a house which is located in a... very very very rural area, I shall say.

Before that we need to pass a very long bridge, which have a lot of obstacles we need to pass through. but, the design of the bridge was coated with rainbow colours (my goodness).

When we reached that place, they were naked but it doesn't seem weird because they do not have any private part to show. However, we are able to see through their internal body's nerve, their body shows out the blood stream inside their body. (My guessing was, is it because of the long time nakedness so it causes the sun to shine on their body for a long time.)

Since we are going to stay there for 1 week, so they had prepare bed for us and brief with us about their house rules. When they said that every person must have their bottom lips to be cut ( actually is only a little bit at the bottom-mid of the outer skin of the lips, Picture below)

(this is not my lips, just to show how they wanted to cut)

They said that this lips will be cooked and be eaten. And it is considered as the most expensive dish inn the whole wide world.

It was so disgusting when we heard about that, of course all of us will not be doing this kind of stuffs. So the owner ended up do the spin, who got it,they got to cut it no matter what.

The First lucky 1 who got it is someone from my course group, Starts with "N", he was shouting and screaming, I don't dare to see the cutting process because I was OBJECTING ALL THE WAY that I don't want to do this.

"N"'s bottom lip ended up to be black colour (EWWW).

So I went out and intend to call for some other food instead of eating home cooked food. But it turns out to appear some disgusting animals around the housing area. they were so fierce that it makes me think of dinosaurs. And I ended up saying to myself, "Ok, eating lips today"

When dawn reaches, I saw the owner's body started to change, it turns into a normal human body color but the shape of the internal body still appears on the skin. (like nerves, the shape of the kidneys, lungs and so). However, it seems to be very healthy inside them.

I still can't forget the painfulness of the cutting process, I asked someone is there anyway to prevent it? They said "yes, but 1 million you need to pay". "WHAT?! ok never mind, I will find way to run away". But there are those animals like dinosaurs will be outside the house wondering. 

So...The only way now I can run away is to...

WAKE UP FROM MY DREAM.

And I woke up and I slept back again,

the same dream appears and all i do is to hope that I will never be the next. 

And it ended up not even my turn. ^^

It's really a nightmare.

It makes me realizes that going down to hell it's not a good choice.

It will be worse than this dream I dreamed, and it will be cruel than it is.

I guess it's time to scan myself on who am I now.

picture says it all!

hello!!! Has not been updating this blog...I knew I will not get used to is on blogging!

I'll just summarize what I did during my holiday.

I've been busying going out with friends and church members,

I'm not busy actually, just so called "busy" 

By the way, I fully utilize my time during my holiday,

I have exams too during holiday, KOREAN CLASS EXAM!!

I don't know which photo will be on which day so I don't really arrange accordingly! :D

All these picture shows it all ^^

And...Most of the time I'm outside the house, maybe 2 or 3 days which I'm only at home hahaha!

FULLY UTILIZED IT!!

DREAMED ACHIEVED 

This is the first day of my IPOH trip,

The blue luggage is mine and the black one is my friend's

Of course I don't carry 2 luggage for 3 days 2 night :X

I don't bring that much clothing even though i sweat a lot heehee

The first activities on the first day!

this is our group (excluding another 3 new light church member)

My first selfie for the first activities

hehehehe

Porridge mixes with chilli sauce

This is how they eat porridge,

and it tasted good! :D

Mixed fruit blended (LEFT) RM3.00

Green Bean ice blended (RIGHT) RM3.50

CHEAP RIGHT?!

and it's very nice! :D

UTAR GRAND HALL

Listening to history story,

Succeed on coming out from this Gua Tempurung 

TRACK 3

Inside the GUA

Before entering into the darkness zone

We actually sang a song when the person in-charge asked us to off our torchlight,

the memory stops there.

A stone which has a mother taking care of her children

Green toufu

(the inner part is green in colour)

Curry bread chicken

Kellies castle

Cendol

Gunung Lang

Ending prayer after volley ball

On top of Kellie's Castle

whut? :X

6/1/2015

Taken this picture yesterday night while I was walking around my housing area.

Continue with my yesterday story, since this picture appears here, Yesterday after dinner I tend to have a walk around the kampung area, It's quite scary even though is only a small village, it is still dangerous in this kind of areas, there is also snatch theft too. I try to avoid all those weirdos when they passed by me, not even a sight to them.

When i was walking on the small path, I saw someone riding bicycle, the face of that person looks like a Bangladeshi for me, wearing black shirt,dark skin and wearing a earphone around his neck. So I just ignored him and look towards the other side.

But then he suddenly called : "OI!!"

I looked back and see clearly who is that guy calling me, and it turns out to be brother =.=

Ok...I was like...OK...STAY CALM LOL!

Back to today...

I woke up quite late today, and I try my best not to touch any computers but I failed to. I studied for the whole day and I was like...THIS IS SO EASY LOL! but when it comes to exam, I don't know whether is it going to be that easy xD!

Brother told me that he caught a water snake or something ( tamil called is pooran snake) well..I searched it from google, and the shape of the snake is like this...

At first, we thought its just a worm but when the way it moves, it does not look like a worm, because worms don't raise their heads LOL.

Brother told me that he caught this in front of my room at 4am morning...Thanked God that brother haven't fall asleep yet. It not it is going to HUNT ME DOWN [GHOST FACE]

Been watching this show [爸爸去哪儿] 

Kimi is the small boy and Jimmy is the guy on the right

Jimmy is the most handsome guy I ever saw in my whole life LOL..!

Not even G-Dragon can win him

Kimi is cute, but I wonder how will he looks like when he grew older hehehe!

Just a sharing from me about all these stuffs, no matter what, they grew older next time~ ^^

Having dinner with mum today, dad went out for dinner with his friends~ so I guess I will just accompanied mum for dinner, I had a late lunch today and I'm still full. So, having a bowl of red bean from that restaurant will do. xD

I don't know what dream i dreamed today, I'm a forgetful person now :(...

I don't know whether I can memorized all those sections for my law paper.

Hope I won't forget when I'm nervous!

WISH MYSELF GOODLUCK! HEHE~

TOMORROW IS MY FIRST PAPER FOR SEMESTER 5!! YAY!

5/1/2015

Hello! Another late post from me! haha! Oh my god... 24 hours per day is not enough, I don't even have the time to update my blog. One of the reason is, I used up 8 hours on sleeping, 4 hours of studying, and 5 hours of youtubing LOL @@. This is mad! I hope that I will never have a laptop for my own, If not, I will be rotting at home for the whole day chasing all those youtube videos and not doing any job of mine. [CRY]

Early in the morning, Got a super good news from church member, I'm going to KAMPAR for 3 days 2 nights!! The purpose of us going there is to realize how our pastor lived during his childhood time. If I were to share with all of you about his story,I bet this post will be very long and boring. So, I keep it to myself or anyone that wished to hear it from me, find me. HEHEHEHE

This is one of the place we are going, Even though the place is not the actual place where our pastor lived, but there is some little bit similar to this [I guess so] 

I've been studying for half of the day, I hope that what I've studied does come out during exam, haha! I think this semester's exam is much more easier, because we had only 4 subjects and 3/4 of it were not for memorizing, so it's quite easy for me to settle all these. BUT!! I don't have the confidence on getting A xD! HAHAAHA

Throw back before christmas! Now I realized that a this type of smile is the most beautiful smile! I realized that God had created us so perfectly, but we don't tend to take care every single part of our body, but well, it's too late, maybe next time when you tend to have a child, remember to take care of him.her perfectly LOL!!!

Having dinner together with family is part of the blessings that God gave me, It is better than not having any meals with them at all. Because I don't get the chance now to have breakfast together, nor even lunch, there is sometimes, but not for the whole family, Its either me and my mum, or me and my dad. parents need to go to work in the morning and reaching home in the late afternoon.

I have a plan for myself now, I never get until this level in my whole entire life! I always said that I want to keep fit, but I kept on eating and not exercising at all, but now, for the sake of my huge plan, I wanted to keep fit and I don't have the appetite to eat either. hahaha!

Ok...I'll stop here. I think I should jot down my dreams and share it here. So that I can refer it back hahaha!

CIAOS