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Before getting started with my blog today, just want to post my own selfie first :P

Oh...life is getting more and more hectic, not sure whether i could cope with it, but since i've gone through half way, i need to continue until the final paper.

I am writing my blog while studying my Financial Accounting Framework. Ohh...it's something regarding the rules and regulations for the financial reports.

Im 20 this year and i've graduated from diploma. I don't feel any excitement when I heard that I've graduated. I mean, what is it so special about this convocation thing where you still need to struggle for your degree? Which means, diploma certificate is just useless for me now. unless i fail my degree.  Degree life is no easy thing to go through. I get a lot of stupid questions from my course mates. the stupidest question i received is this...

Case:

one of our lecturer had already posted his e-mail and also contact number inside the lecture notes for the students to refer. then it comes this girl...asking me... 

" hey sherlin, the tutor email is xxxx_xxxx@hotmail.com right?"

by the time she asked me this, I wished i could just scold her stupid + idiot + anything that i could described her as stupid AND idiot! COME ON!!! THE E-MAIL HAD ALREADY POSTED AND SHOWED IT TO YOU IN THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SEMESTER MADAM! BUT YET YOU ASK ME IS IT CORRECT? WELL, IF IT IS INCORRECT, HOW THE HELL DID I KNOW IS IT CORRECT OR WRONG?! USE YOUR OWN BRAIN AND THINKKKKK!!! THINK!!! COME ON!! THINK!!!! T_T 

by the way, i didn't say that. Once again, i wish i could say that out.

Another case is this...

Case ( at least is better than the previous case) :

most of us know how to use microsoft excel / microsoft words / what so ever, well...this girl just don't want to use her brain to discover on how to set footer or header inside the microsoft words. because she don't want to use her brain, she just ask me...oh gosh...

Mr. google, i think im better than you? right? she rather ask me instead of asking you T_T

she already knew that google can provide her a lot of answers, but yet she doesn't want to find you~~ WHY?! TELL ME WHY?! :(

aih...but yet ended up, im the one telling her how to do step by step. shyt =.=

Changed my old table to the new table, the to picture is the new one, and the bottom is the old one. Even though the size of the new table is like 2 times of the old one....there is still insufficient space to put all my stuffs. my things are like loads of 'em...gosh... but anyway, i still prefer the new one of course. hehe!

having our primary gathering recently, i don't drink for your information, i drink starbucks instead. 

By the way, welcome back from Russia fatty ko! even though is only few months due to your summer break :D

2 of us used to see who will get a higher marks for our every english test in primary and secondary (just for fun hehe), sometimes i win but most of the time he will be the one winning me all the time. that is why he got to study in russia as a physician and im still in my accounting field study accounts. hahahahaha!

Yes, i admit that im very weak in english, maybe because im in this kind of environment where i mix with chinese the most instead of indians or malays. everyone is awesome in their own way, but it's just my personal problem where i don't really like to mix with them. Sorry. :( and i regretted innitially.

Malacca trip during raya holiday, we said we want to visit our grandmother during raya holiday but ended up we always go out shopping and leave grandmother alone at home. because grandmother had problem in walking now due to a weaker bone / muscle. moreover, she is 92 years old. I really felt sad when we left her alone at home, because we didn't achieve the purpose of coming to malacca.

No one wants to talk to her, that's the worst one. because me and my brother don't know how to speak Hainan. so there is a difficulties in communicating. But brother don't even want to take the effort to learn. He thinks that whatever is important to him he will do it. only for him. How greedy is him. Stupid.

Grandmother remembers his name, but because he don't even intend to appreciate this kind of blessings, he just ignore it, he is like "remember then remember lah, aiyo, what so special?"
oh..i don't know how should i expressed my feelings about this. just one word to describe him "DISOBEDIENT!"

Grandmother don't remember my name, but i don't really care whether she still remembers or not. as long as she is able to believe in jesus. This is the most important thing that i should pray about now. Because grandfather wants her to go to heaven.

God says, when we are in heaven, we will not remember anyone whom we live with before, not even the love ones we loved before. We only know god and we only love god.

I believe in that, Amen. :)

photo credits by : me 

:P hahaha!

Happy birthday little nephew! :D