Saturday, December 19, 2015

stop blogging for a long time, 
never knew time flies so fast, my last post was like posted in august,
lots of ups and downs going on and i found out that I'm getting weaker an weaker,
lazier and lazier.
Never tend to improve myself throughout these few months.

Giving myself a few minutes to think what I've gone through throughout these few months.
starting my semester 2 is my degree life,
I can't imagine how tough will it be, and I always tell myself(the same old stuffs again)
"I'M GONNA BE MORE HARDWORKING NOW!"

And i start reading through all those lecture notes before the semester starts,
It seems that I've got hope when the semester starts,
So Week 1 of the 2nd semester, looking good, not lazy at all,
Syllabus seems easy.....

but then when it almost reaches week 3,
My thinking was like this
"whatthehellamistudyingwithallthesearabicwordswhereicantevenunderstandwhattheyintendtotellme"
and....
"idontthinkiamabletopastthroughthissemesterandiamgoingtogetanFformyfinals"

pfft... it doesn't turned out what I wanted.
still being lazy, or i should say, even lazier than before,
I wasted most of my time on games instead of doing my tutorials.

And i started to slow myself down, Chilled myself with all those friends where they always goes out during night time.
I don't drink TBH, but it really wasted most of my studying time.
I should blame myself now.

ok...i should study now (you sure?!) 
Yeas ...really..i hsould start my study now, finals startes on 11 January 2016.
SHYT XD