Saturday, December 19, 2015

stop blogging for a long time, 
never knew time flies so fast, my last post was like posted in august,
lots of ups and downs going on and i found out that I'm getting weaker an weaker,
lazier and lazier.
Never tend to improve myself throughout these few months.

Giving myself a few minutes to think what I've gone through throughout these few months.
starting my semester 2 is my degree life,
I can't imagine how tough will it be, and I always tell myself(the same old stuffs again)
"I'M GONNA BE MORE HARDWORKING NOW!"

And i start reading through all those lecture notes before the semester starts,
It seems that I've got hope when the semester starts,
So Week 1 of the 2nd semester, looking good, not lazy at all,
Syllabus seems easy.....

but then when it almost reaches week 3,
My thinking was like this
"whatthehellamistudyingwithallthesearabicwordswhereicantevenunderstandwhattheyintendtotellme"
and....
"idontthinkiamabletopastthroughthissemesterandiamgoingtogetanFformyfinals"

pfft... it doesn't turned out what I wanted.
still being lazy, or i should say, even lazier than before,
I wasted most of my time on games instead of doing my tutorials.

And i started to slow myself down, Chilled myself with all those friends where they always goes out during night time.
I don't drink TBH, but it really wasted most of my studying time.
I should blame myself now.

ok...i should study now (you sure?!) 
Yeas ...really..i hsould start my study now, finals startes on 11 January 2016.
SHYT XD

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Mid-term ends!!! Hooray

Aloha! :D
Random snapshot from Huawei's front camera.
I don't really like the so called "long face" effect,
now i realized if i grew thinner one day (which is highly impossible),
My face will be like this,oh..that's ugly...I prefer a fatter and chubby face :3
LEL! HAHAHAHA

By the way, I've finished all my mid-term test! How awesome it is! Well, during those struggling week, a lot of my friends wanted to stop their study. But I don't want to do this. Because i know, once i stop, I've completely finish! LOL

It is still better that I choose ACCA instead of CIMA, No reason, just ..kinda easy for me? :D hahaha (Meh....showing off)

Ok nothing much now,
It's time for me to study for my finals, 2 more weeks to go! LOL....and i actually studied nothing...so the best way for me to study is writing my own notes :D (Feeling motivated) LOL 


Saturday, August 1, 2015

Spoiled - Phone :D

Had a front fringe haircut after my tiring mid-term test.
Since i had a car, so I shall drive there for my haircut instead of walking :P

By the way, on the same day,I actually stripped my pants, Maybe I've gone through a high intensity workout the day before,so my lap it's kinda lack of walking strength. But anyway, I blame myself for being too aggressive on over doing it. But it's still worth it, at least i knew where will be my limit.

Sometimes people told me, if your heart doesn't pound fast, you're not doing it to the fullest. I agree with this thou, but..it somehow... my leg is the one gets the tired effect instead of my heartbeat? LOL

I admit that im fat LOL! :X

Family :D

My 5th phone spoiled, no wait, it's 6th or 7th. How great. I'm a super careless brat. Always dropped my phone no matter how tight i hold it. If I bought an IPhone, I can guarantee that I will be dropping it again after using for like..few weeks? LOL

It's ok to not have a smartphone with me, I don't care who calls me or anyone whatsapp me to just crapping around. The only problem me without smartphone is that, I can't contact MY lecturer or tutor through whatsapp. Whatsapp is the only way for me to get the latest update from my lecturer and tutor. But now, since i don't have any smartphone now, the only way to contact them is through facebook, where i got to go back home to on my laptop just for the info update from my tutor or lecturer. How sad hahaha.

But the good news is, I own't be staring at the phone more. I'll date my book instead :D YAY!

Talking about books, I think of my college life. Ahh
Actually, degree won't be that hard if everyone of us do really understand on what the lecturer or tutor is talking about, and add on that we actually do some research and referencing on through social media and also text book.


Saturday, July 18, 2015

Story starts



Before getting started with my blog today, just want to post my own selfie first :P
Oh...life is getting more and more hectic, not sure whether i could cope with it, but since i've gone through half way, i need to continue until the final paper.

I am writing my blog while studying my Financial Accounting Framework. Ohh...it's something regarding the rules and regulations for the financial reports.



Im 20 this year and i've graduated from diploma. I don't feel any excitement when I heard that I've graduated. I mean, what is it so special about this convocation thing where you still need to struggle for your degree? Which means, diploma certificate is just useless for me now. unless i fail my degree.  Degree life is no easy thing to go through. I get a lot of stupid questions from my course mates. the stupidest question i received is this...

Case:
one of our lecturer had already posted his e-mail and also contact number inside the lecture notes for the students to refer. then it comes this girl...asking me... 

" hey sherlin, the tutor email is xxxx_xxxx@hotmail.com right?"

by the time she asked me this, I wished i could just scold her stupid + idiot + anything that i could described her as stupid AND idiot! COME ON!!! THE E-MAIL HAD ALREADY POSTED AND SHOWED IT TO YOU IN THE VERY BEGINNING OF THE SEMESTER MADAM! BUT YET YOU ASK ME IS IT CORRECT? WELL, IF IT IS INCORRECT, HOW THE HELL DID I KNOW IS IT CORRECT OR WRONG?! USE YOUR OWN BRAIN AND THINKKKKK!!! THINK!!! COME ON!! THINK!!!! T_T 

by the way, i didn't say that. Once again, i wish i could say that out.

Another case is this...

Case ( at least is better than the previous case) :
most of us know how to use microsoft excel / microsoft words / what so ever, well...this girl just don't want to use her brain to discover on how to set footer or header inside the microsoft words. because she don't want to use her brain, she just ask me...oh gosh...

Mr. google, i think im better than you? right? she rather ask me instead of asking you T_T
she already knew that google can provide her a lot of answers, but yet she doesn't want to find you~~ WHY?! TELL ME WHY?! :(

aih...but yet ended up, im the one telling her how to do step by step. shyt =.=



Changed my old table to the new table, the to picture is the new one, and the bottom is the old one. Even though the size of the new table is like 2 times of the old one....there is still insufficient space to put all my stuffs. my things are like loads of 'em...gosh... but anyway, i still prefer the new one of course. hehe!



having our primary gathering recently, i don't drink for your information, i drink starbucks instead. 
By the way, welcome back from Russia fatty ko! even though is only few months due to your summer break :D
2 of us used to see who will get a higher marks for our every english test in primary and secondary (just for fun hehe), sometimes i win but most of the time he will be the one winning me all the time. that is why he got to study in russia as a physician and im still in my accounting field study accounts. hahahahaha!

Yes, i admit that im very weak in english, maybe because im in this kind of environment where i mix with chinese the most instead of indians or malays. everyone is awesome in their own way, but it's just my personal problem where i don't really like to mix with them. Sorry. :( and i regretted innitially.



Malacca trip during raya holiday, we said we want to visit our grandmother during raya holiday but ended up we always go out shopping and leave grandmother alone at home. because grandmother had problem in walking now due to a weaker bone / muscle. moreover, she is 92 years old. I really felt sad when we left her alone at home, because we didn't achieve the purpose of coming to malacca.

No one wants to talk to her, that's the worst one. because me and my brother don't know how to speak Hainan. so there is a difficulties in communicating. But brother don't even want to take the effort to learn. He thinks that whatever is important to him he will do it. only for him. How greedy is him. Stupid.

Grandmother remembers his name, but because he don't even intend to appreciate this kind of blessings, he just ignore it, he is like "remember then remember lah, aiyo, what so special?"
oh..i don't know how should i expressed my feelings about this. just one word to describe him "DISOBEDIENT!"

Grandmother don't remember my name, but i don't really care whether she still remembers or not. as long as she is able to believe in jesus. This is the most important thing that i should pray about now. Because grandfather wants her to go to heaven.

God says, when we are in heaven, we will not remember anyone whom we live with before, not even the love ones we loved before. We only know god and we only love god.

I believe in that, Amen. :)


photo credits by : me 
:P hahaha!
Happy birthday little nephew! :D

Thursday, June 25, 2015

25/6/2015

HELLO!!!

Heh! College's mid-term exam starts in another 8 hours time, i don't know whether am I well prepared or not.
Because I was like...under this relaxing mood to update this stupid inactive blog where I haven't finish studying my law subject yet. :|
So I shall conclude it to be a "no" then :D!

I've been heading to the gym almost everyday recently, just because i realized I've stopped for like..more than half a year, or maybe 1 year. And i'm fatter than before.

All my life now is eat, eat, and eat. how wonderful it is.
And the next picture proves it:

Uncle Tetsu Cheese cake,
This is the most soft...
and the most tender cheese cake I've ever tried in my whole life time!
The BEST!!!! :D
And i mean it :D!!


So, there is one day where i noticed one of the stuffs in my college used to be at the Gym room almost everyday, no doubt, he comes everyday around 5pm LOL
(clarify: i don't stalk him, it's just because that the time i came is the time he will be around.)

this is what I saw, 
he carries 200kg weight!!!
( I don't admire that)

I just realized that TARUC has a lot of athlete hiding behind, it's just that I didn't get the chance to meet them...

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!
Hi my FAT kawan :D!
I look slim when i stand beside him LOL


Thursday, June 18, 2015

Life

When I blog, There is always something that I wanted to shout out.
People misunderstood me too fast,
maybe the way I react makes people misunderstood,
but it's somehow not true.
Ok, this is my shout out...
-Ends-

Im not those typical blogger where I got to update so frequently,
I don't know hwy, but when something comes into my mind,i will just type it here.
When I want to look back, I can just visit here.

I don't know how will my future is going to be,
but all i know now is, study hard, work hard, and don't forget to play hard.

When age grows older, I started to think of my own personality.
who am I?
Is it he girl that always laugh like an idiot where she don't even care about how people think about herself?
Or...
Is it the girl that will always be stronger as before where no one can fight over her?
Or...
Is it the girl that always think positively no matter how hard the obstacles is she going to face.

Oh...Dear Goh Sher Lin,
Where are you?
Please, go back to your own self,
You said that you are stronger than anyone,
you told yourself that won't fall down even though you are facing all those heart broken situation.
You even told yourself that you got to be happy than the others.
Did you did it?

Yes I did, I did it every single time,
And I succeed,
I'm always trying my best to be the most happy person in the world.
Because I met the one that gives me hope and peacefulness no matter where am I.
That person doesn't care about my look, nor my voice, nor my size, nor my height, nor my thoughts.
That person will always teach me and guide me the right way on how to go through my own life.
That person taught me how to be happy, taught me how to stay strong.
Because That person had told me what is the purpose of me living in this world.
-And it is because of love- 

And I found out that,
I am the girl who will be getting stronger when everyone started to look down on me.
And I am the girl who will always think positively.
And...I am the girl, who will be the most happy person in the world.
Because I found hope, I found love :D

Pictures below are my life throughout the whole half year.

Malacca trip with friends

Langkawi trip with classmates

Malacca trip

2nd haircut for this year

First haircut for this year

We went Malacca to have "gong woh tong" 

Degree life

Primary friends

Ipoh "zhap gor beng"

Degree classmates

Hello selfie queen!

Our first presentation in degree

Childhood friend for life!

The most important person in my life...
Thanks for your every single bit of love that you gave me every second!

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Something pops out suddenly


Finals is just one more day left and I'm going to step into my first Degree year's final paper. 
I'm fully prepared, but still, i need to scan through 1 last time in case I left out something.
Over confidence sometimes could make you missed out something important.
I always had the feeling of this, whenever i'm well prepared, Surely I'll missed out something important, and when I scan through the paper, My feeling was like "Shit, I missed out revising this topic."
(To be honest, This only happened once. Haha.)

I had a lot of dreams coming into my mind. Sometimes they said, Dreams are real if you do it, you take action on it. You strive for it. Yes, I really wanted to try.
However, trying is one thing. the way we think is also an important factor too. I found out the reason why I can't achieve my dream, because I've been too sensitive on the dreams I wanted to achieve.
The negative thoughts inside me is always locking me and blocking me from doing the things I wanted to do.

I don't like to share my feelings to the people beside me. That is why I don't have best friends, I don't have that particular someone who allows me to share out my deepest feelings.
Because I always had a mindset that, everyone in this world is not worth trusting.
(Since this blog is shared to everyone, let me say "SORRY" if I hurt you with this sentence)

I guess I should try to believe once. I should try. Someone told me before, when you share out your feelings, they might help you out if they could. 

Yes, I should share out my thoughts, my feeling, but who? 
I choose not to share it out tho, but, sometimes, I shared it out indirectly.
Which means, that particular sentence is meant to be a sad story of mine but i make it as if its a happy ending.
I always put "HAHA" at the back of every sentence I wrote, so that no one will see my weaker point.
I don't want others to worried about me because I am not worth worrying about.
I believe, I am strong enough to cope with all these sadness, because God is quietly helping me to overcome it.

How long can my depression last? I guess, it's quite soon.

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Dreaming of Evils?

There was once I went to this secret place, I don't know I'm going to be very excited or scared.

That was the first time visiting that place and I don't know why did I choose that place for my first visit in 2015.

So,there it goes, Companions beside me are some random person that I know.

We went to a house which is located in a... very very very rural area, I shall say.

Before that we need to pass a very long bridge, which have a lot of obstacles we need to pass through. but, the design of the bridge was coated with rainbow colours (my goodness).

When we reached that place, they were naked but it doesn't seem weird because they do not have any private part to show. However, we are able to see through their internal body's nerve, their body shows out the blood stream inside their body. (My guessing was, is it because of the long time nakedness so it causes the sun to shine on their body for a long time.)

Since we are going to stay there for 1 week, so they had prepare bed for us and brief with us about their house rules. When they said that every person must have their bottom lips to be cut ( actually is only a little bit at the bottom-mid of the outer skin of the lips, Picture below)

(this is not my lips, just to show how they wanted to cut)

They said that this lips will be cooked and be eaten. And it is considered as the most expensive dish inn the whole wide world.

It was so disgusting when we heard about that, of course all of us will not be doing this kind of stuffs. So the owner ended up do the spin, who got it,they got to cut it no matter what.

The First lucky 1 who got it is someone from my course group, Starts with "N", he was shouting and screaming, I don't dare to see the cutting process because I was OBJECTING ALL THE WAY that I don't want to do this.

"N"'s bottom lip ended up to be black colour (EWWW).

So I went out and intend to call for some other food instead of eating home cooked food. But it turns out to appear some disgusting animals around the housing area. they were so fierce that it makes me think of dinosaurs. And I ended up saying to myself, "Ok, eating lips today"

When dawn reaches, I saw the owner's body started to change, it turns into a normal human body color but the shape of the internal body still appears on the skin. (like nerves, the shape of the kidneys, lungs and so). However, it seems to be very healthy inside them.

I still can't forget the painfulness of the cutting process, I asked someone is there anyway to prevent it? They said "yes, but 1 million you need to pay". "WHAT?! ok never mind, I will find way to run away". But there are those animals like dinosaurs will be outside the house wondering. 

So...The only way now I can run away is to...
WAKE UP FROM MY DREAM.
And I woke up and I slept back again,
the same dream appears and all i do is to hope that I will never be the next. 
And it ended up not even my turn. ^^

It's really a nightmare.
It makes me realizes that going down to hell it's not a good choice.
It will be worse than this dream I dreamed, and it will be cruel than it is.
I guess it's time to scan myself on who am I now.

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

picture says it all!

hello!!! Has not been updating this blog...I knew I will not get used to is on blogging!
I'll just summarize what I did during my holiday.
I've been busying going out with friends and church members,
I'm not busy actually, just so called "busy" 
By the way, I fully utilize my time during my holiday,
I have exams too during holiday, KOREAN CLASS EXAM!!
I don't know which photo will be on which day so I don't really arrange accordingly! :D
All these picture shows it all ^^
And...Most of the time I'm outside the house, maybe 2 or 3 days which I'm only at home hahaha!
FULLY UTILIZED IT!!
DREAMED ACHIEVED 
This is the first day of my IPOH trip,
The blue luggage is mine and the black one is my friend's
Of course I don't carry 2 luggage for 3 days 2 night :X
I don't bring that much clothing even though i sweat a lot heehee

The first activities on the first day!
this is our group (excluding another 3 new light church member)


My first selfie for the first activities
hehehehe

Porridge mixes with chilli sauce
This is how they eat porridge,
and it tasted good! :D

Mixed fruit blended (LEFT) RM3.00
Green Bean ice blended (RIGHT) RM3.50
CHEAP RIGHT?!
and it's very nice! :D



UTAR GRAND HALL

Listening to history story,

Succeed on coming out from this Gua Tempurung 
TRACK 3


Inside the GUA

Before entering into the darkness zone
We actually sang a song when the person in-charge asked us to off our torchlight,
the memory stops there.

A stone which has a mother taking care of her children





Green toufu
(the inner part is green in colour)

Curry bread chicken


Kellies castle

Cendol

Gunung Lang

Ending prayer after volley ball

On top of Kellie's Castle

whut? :X